frozen since my last blog??

Must must must blog more. I started the blog to have an outpost on whats going on in my life and seems like nothing has happend in my life since September---but holy freaking cow has it. It was a slow movement into the stage of crazy busy-ness I am in right now, but I guess I like the fast pace and am addicted. I'm currently rehearsing for two shows. One is a staged reading for a dark comedy called " House Red" that performs at The Theatre for the New City on December 21st at 7pm. I play the role of Drew, a young townie girl from Upstate NY who gets caught in a frat house drama....the other show I'm in is called " Press 93 for Kosher Jewish Girls in Krakow" now this show is a full out production that will run from January 17th-April ish...so its a huge commitment and for the first time I really have to be mindful and careful about what projects I auditon for because I need to keep my commitment. OF course its tempting when I see all these great projects I want to audtion for but the fact that they run/rehearse during the same time is teaching me a lesson on making a choice and keeping it simple and not get ahead of myself.

Grad school auditons are fast approaching as well..I'm excited yet nervous. I seem to be a bit more prepared at this point right now with all my monolouge selections, and plus the fact that I went through it a year ago---still it scares me not to get rejected but what about if I actually get in? Its what I want, its what I dream about and what I've wanted since I was studying a bachelors degree that I was not into at all...but getting in would mean giving up alot and giving up all the comfertable things I have cushioning my life. I would have to start over when I get back and its scary...yet I'm throwing myself in the gautlet---isn't that what we do as actors? Always a gautlet and always a challenge, but we are addicts and it feeds us.

After personal training all morning and rehearsing for House Red all later afternoon...I'm back to the gym to train some more. My eyes are very heavy and I'm day dreaming of watching movies in bed all day--but lets be honest---I'd prob be bored of that realy quick